mrnetgear

Yet again I'm back to my black hole, letting time pass away 

When will something change it to make life interesting 

The path is inevitable in the end, you only prolong it

The darkness feels to be my true friend in times like these, when you are alone, thinking about your past, your memories. What you had, what you wish you still had. 

But, now they are just memories, memories that I only can forget, just like you did.

It is not easy, it is never easy to forget.

Everywhere I might go, something triggers my memories and I become sad and depressed.

It is never easy 

 

I feel that my emotions still isn't in balance, more anger need to be released somehow.

"Someone save me from my self"

fits pretty well, 

I have long wonder about how much destructiveness I can bring.

Whether in a fight or to an object, it doesnt matter.

It has to go, soon or something within me snaps and I cannot be responsible by my actions 

When that happens, not only anger will leave, but sorrow , depression hopefully will leave aswell.

Maybe I need to visit a peacefull place and start meditate, to release my chakra flow 

Perhaps there is where my problem is. 

Who know.